Or the things most take for granted like a walk through hood or the Sub or park, Grocery shopping,( yes i still do it sometime), or getting out of low chair, riding in a car for more then 15 min and parking a small distance away, or walk from concourse to concourse in an airport. and STEPS… are truly thee enemy.
I know folks have said i need to loose weight and i’ll feel better, like I said its passed down from my previous generation, because after close to 70lbs weight loss the pain is still almost unbearable. And here’s another emotionally painful point. As much as I’m a musician/singer I am/was an equally talented athlete. And to not be able to run up and down the court with my son is… Well the heartbreak is indescribable.
At 15 he’s gifted with the Rock, but I know even at 52 I’d shake his shoes left then right then BOOM… BOTTOMS!! Lol.
I’m praying this is the blessing I’ve been waiting for so the quality of my everyday life can greatly improve to normal.
But if this procedure is not for me… I won’t complain, i’ll remember that theres someone out there whose life is not as positive as mine and would love to upgrade to my problem,
I’ll remember calvary and HIS PAIN and how this lite affection does not compare to HIS suffering, and the truth that HIS grace is sufficient for me, (more then i need) and HIS strength is made perfect in my weakness,
and i will worship till the end.
Blessings on you all family.
Let’s lift him up in healing prayer.